I should’ve done something more for myself…
But something came up..
It always came up whenever I’m about to enjoy..
He needs me more than I need myself
to get pampered and all.
I have sacrificed too much,
to the point that what was left for me is him..
Now I was left with nothing.
Ang love parang taong may sipon na kumakain ng paborito niyang pagkain. Kahit hindi niya ito malasahan ng mabuti, kinakain pa rin niya ito ng buong galak dahil paborito at gusto niya ito.
Katulad ng pag-ibig ng Diyos sa atin, kahit hindi Niya tayo maramdaman minsan, sa kadahilanang tayo’y tunay Niyang mahal, tinutulungan at buong kasiyahan Niya pa rin tayong iniibig. Alam Niyang hindi tayo perpekto at alam Niyang tayo’y makasalanan. Ngunit ng dahil sa Kanyang pag-ibig, inialay Niya ang Kanyang bugtong na Anak upang tayo’y maligtas. Na sinuman ang nananalig at naniniwala sa Kanya ay parang pagkain na magiging paborito ng Diyos. Buong kagalakan Niya itong tatanggapin at ngunguyain upang mapabilang sa Kanyang buong pagkakakilanlan.
Ganundin naman ang pag-ibig ng tao sa Diyos, sa kabila ng mga kamalian natin, damang-dama pa rin natin ang presensya ng Diyos sa ating buhay. Buong kasiyahan nating dinarama ang pag-ibig ng Diyos kahit tayo’y parang nakakaramdam ng kakulangan sa ating sarili. Alam nating sa Panginoon mapupunan ang lahat ng ito. At kung sa patuloy nating pagkain, manunumbalik ang ating kalakasan at tayo’y gagaling sa pamamagitan ng kadakilaan ng Diyos.
Paano mo man tingnan ang pag-ibig ng Diyos sa atin at ang pag-ibig natin sa Diyos, isa lang ang katotohanan: Tayo’y Kanyang unang inibig kaya’t natuto tayong magmahal.
❝ Tayo’y umiibig sapagkat ang Diyos ang unang umibig sa atin. ❞
– 1 Juan 4:19
This was my conclusion for the year 2009. The moment I read this, I was moved by my words because these are the things that I have learned from all those experience, that it leaves me wiser and better. ^.~
A heartbreaking year. This tests my emotions. I have realized so many things like TRUE LOVE WAITS and LOVE TAKES TIME. I thought I love myself more than I do but I was wrong because I let myself love someone who’s not really deserving. I had loved him so much that I never thought I was hurting myself little by little. I lost control of my affections. I had suffer much for this year. I let myself do the wrong things but then, I now admit that I’m so wrong and I want to change everything. I have to LOVE MYSELF before I share my life with someone.
I’m physically strong, but I’m emotionally WEAK to handle everything that I kept to myself. I had lost my pride and do such things that is against woman nature. I had sacrificed much and I don’t get anything in return. LOVE had ruined my life and I just let it take its way which is wrong. But I know God has guided me every time and He wants me to learn from my terrible mistakes. My experience this year had changed my life so bad. But I’m looking forward of changing my life for the better.
This day is not the only day to express our love for each other.
Although this is not an ordinary day, it’s still a day made by our God.
A day that gives us the opportunity to change and affect one’s life.
A life that could grow and move closer to the beginning of love.
And the love that would hold us together until the end of time.
Happy Valentine’s Day ♡
For as surely as God lives, LOVE is always expressed. ♡♡♡
❝ Beloved, let us love one another, for love is from God, and whoever loves has been born of God and knows God. Anyone who does not love does not know God, because God is love. ❞
~ 1 John 4:7-8
❝ Love is easy. ❞
❝ Life is hard. ❞
❝ Lovelife is …
Joyful. Exceptional. Amazing. Mutual understandings. Sweet. Extraordinary. Controlling. Influential. Misunderstandings. and a lot more.
Every time we combine an easy thing to a hard one, it becomes complicated. So let us single out everything and take it as it is. We have the choice to make things easier or rather, harder.