Beginning and End of My Love

The love that sprang up so quickly,

From the first time we looked at each other

Through your eyes that seems to know me more than I do

And that stare could mean something to treasure for like forever.


The love that grew up so deeply,

From the time that we’re always next to each other

Through the moments that we shared every day and night

And you, eventually being my other half showed signs of eternity.


The love that startled up so undeniably,

From the misunderstandings and arguments that we cried out

Through your short-tempered attitude that easily give up

And you’re closing it right away like there’s no tomorrow.


The love that broke up so painfully,

From ending the commitment we had on our relationship

Through your goodbye that made me feel unwanted

And the tears in my eyes poured out endlessly.


The love that moved on so slowly,

From the time I’ve known that you betrayed me

Through my gift for you that you use to give to your other girl

And that brought torture to my heart until the end of time.


Our love is so quick to be forever.

My love is so deep until eternity.

Your love is so undeniable for no tomorrow.

And we had a love that is so painful to be on endlessly.

But I’ve learned to take love so slow to make it through the end of time.



LOVE, in all sense, could start perfectly

But could end unexpectedly.



Before and Then (12.24.09)

So long that I live without you,
It brings confusion to my daily habit.
So hard not to think of you,
It breaks every single vein of my heart.

Overfilled with your love before,
But now I’m left with nothing.
Not tired of uttering sweet words before,
But now I can’t hear like a deaf.

Sharing dreams together, every night of August,
Night of October, insomnia attacks me.
Inspired with love, everyday of September,
November, sucks my mind in getting rid of you.

Almost two months of being so in love,
And three months of falling out of love.
Our commitment lasted for a week,
But for a day, irresponsibility takes place.

Back to the days you showed so much care,
Then you turned your back to me now.
We promise to never ever let go of each other,
Now you said, “Move on!” and left me here so alone.


(This was a true to life love story — common to teenage relationships)
[Love that we assumed to be perfect.]

…but TRUE LOVE is:

“Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. For we know in part and we prophesy in part, but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears.”
-1 Corinthians 13:8-10 ♥


~and so he left me and God take me. 🙂
because GOD IS PERFECT. ♥♥♥